From the Other Side

I want you to haunt me now that you're gone
Left me too soon, now it's so hard to go on
I stand in your room and chills rake my spine
The days are so long and all I want is your smile

So just, Smile
From the other side
Show your face, take my hand
Dry my eyes, help me stand
And just smile at me, from the other side.

I try to move on and live with some grace
But one word from a stranger and I lose my place
Everyday it's your words and your heart that I miss
I'm missing your strength, I need you back to do this

So please, Smile
From the other side
Show your face, be my friend
Hold me up, make this end
Just smile for me, from the other side

I can't take it, I fake it, and I smile for my friends
It's not fair for this to be the way that it ends
So just you smile at me and help me free the grief from my mind

And just smile at me
From the other side.

Devil Eyes

You're in control, runnin all the hate around you
You're on a roll, breakin hearts like they all owe you
In fast forward
You're livin
Never mind the pain you're givin
You break one heart
Then crush two more
Causing pain is what you live for

Dark and Jaded
You're black and faded
Wear the disguise
Try to hide your Devil eyes

Your mind is crazy
Always hating
There's no surprise
You see the world through Devil eyes.


You tell your lies, looking for someone to hold you
But you despise, everything that's too close to you,
In an instant,
You're an infant,
Kick your feet to get attention
Demand it one time
Always the same line
Cruel control is your one intention

Dark and Jaded
You're black and faded
Wear the disguise
I can see your Devil eyes

See it, so be it, Devil eyes try to taunt me
Leave it, can't be it, controlling eyes designed to haunt me.

Black and faded
Dark and Jaded
It's your disguise
You see the world through Devil eyes.

Standing

Dissected, unprotected

That night, your choice

Intentions in your voice

No one knows,

No one sees,

What the hell you want from me.

Fucking jaded, sweetness faded

Your demon, the ugly

The plan to just harm me,

Yes I know

Yes I see

You're hell bent to break me.

But I

I’m still standin

And My 
My heart is beatin


Yea, I'll
I'll still be standin
And you
You're evil branded

Typical, cyclical

Another guy, another time

Bi Crazy, not curious

He won’t know

He won’t see

Until he’s on his knees

You’ll be alone

Talking to the walls in your room

Your demons, laughin

Laughin just like me

Still standin
Still beatin

No Rewind

Today I learned, tonight I burn
Lies untied fuel the hate inside
A door is open with the lock still broken
This dark lit place I have no faith

Burn, the the soul you showed to me
Crush, the few fond memories
Hate, the things You you hold so dear

In your mind, it's me you'll find, no hugs, no looks, there's no rewind!

There's no...

Rewind


One day lived and one day gone,
Another little lie can't be so wrong
Bloodshot eyes that still don't see
You lost yourself when you blamed me

Burn, the the soul you showed to me
Crush, the few fond memories
Hate, the things You you hold so dear

You'll look behind, it will be unkind, no smile, no tears, there's no rewind!

No!

Rewind!

Stay away and don't call back
All there was left on goodbye tracks

There's no...

Rewind.

Just Words

In the moment before a fall,
My eyes are dark and I can't see.
As the injured begins to crawl
I feel the words crash over me.

Just words

You said I love you

Just Words

You said I want you


Another lie, just one more line
You're so sincere with what you say
Just some fun, to pass your time
You took your words and ran away

Just words

That didn't mean a fucking thing

Just words

No conscience for the pain they bring

Just words

If only I could hate enough

Destroy the memory of those words and let them go


You're just words.

Wicked

Your smile
Was like a fingerprint on my soul
The day you left
It left a pain you'll one day know

Only now
I see the depths you run to in your head
I understand
You're broken and you don't want to see


The spell you weave is, wicked
The intent is not your own
You own a soul that has been sickened
You will face it on your own

On that day, you'll see the place you're hiding in
And be the wicked one to have atoned


Be the wicked one to have atoned.

Torture

Just fooling myself
Wanting to believe it was a real thing.

You're lies that led to lies
Caught me in your spell now it's hurting.

I want to push you out
Shove you to the ground
And hate you.

Push the pain inside
Let it turn to rage
And hurt you.

Was never good enough
Your actions made that certain.

I see you in my eyes
You still seem so damn perfect.

I want to pull you in
Hold you in my arms
And love you.

Wipe the tears away
Look into your face
And feel you.

It's tearing at my soul to have you so close

And I wish that you could see the torture
So you can feel it too, and hate that part of you

Cause it's not something, I've got the strength to do.

I want to push you out

I want to pull you in

And hate you.