No Rewind

Today I learned, tonight I burn
Lies untied fuel the hate inside
A door is open with the lock still broken
This dark lit place I have no faith

Burn, the the soul you showed to me
Crush, the few fond memories
Hate, the things You you hold so dear

In your mind, it's me you'll find, no hugs, no looks, there's no rewind!

There's no...

Rewind


One day lived and one day gone,
Another little lie can't be so wrong
Bloodshot eyes that still don't see
You lost yourself when you blamed me

Burn, the the soul you showed to me
Crush, the few fond memories
Hate, the things You you hold so dear

You'll look behind, it will be unkind, no smile, no tears, there's no rewind!

No!

Rewind!

Stay away and don't call back
All there was left on goodbye tracks

There's no...

Rewind.

Just Words

In the moment before a fall,
My eyes are dark and I can't see.
As the injured begins to crawl
I feel the words crash over me.

Just words

You said I love you

Just Words

You said I want you


Another lie, just one more line
You're so sincere with what you say
Just some fun, to pass your time
You took your words and ran away

Just words

That didn't mean a fucking thing

Just words

No conscience for the pain they bring

Just words

If only I could hate enough

Destroy the memory of those words and let them go


You're just words.

Wicked

Your smile
Was like a fingerprint on my soul
The day you left
It left a pain you'll one day know

Only now
I see the depths you run to in your head
I understand
You're broken and you don't want to see


The spell you weave is, wicked
The intent is not your own
You own a soul that has been sickened
You will face it on your own

On that day, you'll see the place you're hiding in
And be the wicked one to have atoned


Be the wicked one to have atoned.

Torture

Just fooling myself
Wanting to believe it was a real thing.

You're lies that led to lies
Caught me in your spell now it's hurting.

I want to push you out
Shove you to the ground
And hate you.

Push the pain inside
Let it turn to rage
And hurt you.

Was never good enough
Your actions made that certain.

I see you in my eyes
You still seem so damn perfect.

I want to pull you in
Hold you in my arms
And love you.

Wipe the tears away
Look into your face
And feel you.

It's tearing at my soul to have you so close

And I wish that you could see the torture
So you can feel it too, and hate that part of you

Cause it's not something, I've got the strength to do.

I want to push you out

I want to pull you in

And hate you.

Wait To See

I just wait to see….

I just wait to know…

Who are you staring over me?
With your face shrouded in light
Show yourself….

Restlessly I wander through the night
Dreaming, feeling, eyes have no focus
Are you a reality?


Wash over me…
You’re touch is like a drug to me
Take over me…
Focus my eyes, I cling to you

I just wait to see…

Fantasy and reality here
You pass through me easily
Won’t you stay awhile?

Magnetically I am attracted
Mystical. metaphysical, can’t pull away
Will you materialize?


Wash over me…
You’re touch is like a drug to me
Take over me…
Focus my eyes, I cling to you

I just wait to see…

Wash over me, walk into me


I just wait to see…

Liberation

Dragged across the floor, it’s the same as what’s been done before
Fistful of hair entwined, reasoning is hard to find
You’re a little whore he says as you go through the door
Your fractured mind is lost and you are going blind.

You want to…
Kill this mother fucker, kill this mother fucker
You want to…
Crush his face and watch him bleed
Kill this mother fucker

The house is clean but he walks in and it’s the same old scene
Your broken jaw makes it hard to talk as you call the law
The hate remains unseen you until you turn sixteen
One fatal flaw brings you facet to face with the final straw


You want to…
Kill this mother fucker, kill this mother fucker
You want to…
Crush his face and watch him bleed
Kill this mother fucker

In the dark of night
Sneaking on the tile
You find him tucked in tight
Sleeping in denial
Cut the cord
Stab again
There’s no lord
You’re your own friend.
Watch him bleed
It’s all you need…

You killed that mother fucker…

Free!

Direct, Infect

Your toy, your possession, your circus procession
You try to….
Bait me, you hate me the indifference forsakes me
You like to…
Scrutinize, sell packs of lies the truth of me slowly dies

Own me, direct me
Your insecurities infect me


Ties that bind, lock down the mind I am what you thought to be blind
You need to…
Create the vision, the only mission, to create your father through my fission
You see me…
The path to your fantasy, what you want me to be, a vague depiction of reality

Own me, direct me
Your insecurities infect me

What will you be?
What will you see ?

When I leave…

What will you do?
Who will you subdue?

When refuse to receive…


Direct me!
Infect me!

No more…