See through...

You're right.

The evidence is so clear, all of your life you have collected it. It's too bad that until this day, this time you didn't see it. So many signs, so much foreshadowing, you are so blind. It's not enough to see the damage or feel the pain. It's not enough to relive the horror each night, each moment of closed eye dementia.

You are a self fulfilling prophecy, a predictable cycle of self loathing and internal hatred. You are your enemy, you are your demise. Only too late you see now!

Past broken promises, all those dreams shattered for you, the time spent in violence; all the nights of blame, self doubt, rising up today, to punch you in the face as if Mike Tyson himself were in your presence. He beat you, he ridiculed you, he scarred you deeply. She manipulated you, made you feel inferior, as if you are not good enough.

Today is a day, not a good one, not a bad one.

Today is a day I finally looked in the mirror and saw what the rest of you see...